I cannot begin to imagine what the deepest levels of betrayal feel like. Jesus was betrayed by Judas at the cost of his life. Yet, while Judas planned this thing for evil, it had been decreed by God the Father since the foundation of the world.
I recently learned that someone I sincerely care about has been deeply betrayed. And while I cannot even fathom the wound it has caused, nor the pain felt, I pray that the Lord God will strengthen them. Honestly, I don't even know if they will read this. But if you do, you know who you are - and I am praying for you during this assault.
The level of betrayal I discovered reminds me so much of what Paul suffered in prison. Even his close friends and disciples abandoned him there. But what really hurt him was Alexander the coppersmith.
Alexander the coppersmith did me much evil: the Lord reward him according to his works: Of whom be thou ware also; for he hath greatly withstood our words. At my first answer no man stood with me, but all men forsook me: I pray God that it may not be laid to their charge. (II Timothy 4:14-16)
Alexander made it his mission in life to utterly destroy Paul's work. He resisted the Apostle with great words and mighty evil deeds. His destructive bent was so terrible that Paul even warned Timothy to beware this evil man, lest he should fall victim to his treacherous attacks as well.
But what really struck me like a bat to my head was that Paul stood alone in his defense. All men forsook him. There was not a single man, even of those whom God has lavished such a magnificent grace, who had the courage to stand against this great evil man, Alexander.
Friend, you do not stand alone. There are many who support you and pray for you. You may have been betrayed at the deepest level, but you are not alone as Paul was. I pray that this will be your first great encouragement.
Secondly, Paul asserts that the Lord stood with him. Even in the absence of any righteous aid, Jesus stood to strengthen the apostle. How powerfully does this echo that great promise we have from our Lord, "I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee" (Hebrews 13:5).
Christ is our deliverer. He will prevail in our defense. And from the deceit and lies or our enemies we will be delivered. Even when it appears to be a roaring lion seeking his next meal.Notwithstanding the Lord stood with me, and strengthened me; that by me the preaching might be fully known, and that all the Gentiles might hear: and I was delivered out of the mouth of the lion. (II Timothy 4:17)
And thirdly, yet very powerfully, the apostle Paul commits justice to God (vv. 14 & 16). Paul is very specific in praying for God to repay Alexander according to his works. Give to this man what he deserves. Yet, he is also hopeful that God would not hold the righteous to fault for abandoning Paul in his greatest time of need.
You see, Paul did not feel that he needed to uphold God's justice. Justice is reserved for God alone. And while we feel at times we should pick up the sword to cut our enemy down we have the gentle reminder of our God, "for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword" (Matthew 26:52).
My friend, you have been betrayed. This Alexander has caused you great harm. He has lifted a great sword against you. But you do not stand alone. You are surrounded by an army of brothers and sisters in Christ who love you and the work you do. You are in God's keep. Jesus stands with you. He will prevail.
As for me, I will join with you in prayer that God will repay this "Alexander" according to his works. He has brought the sword, so he shall perish by it as well.
With the greatest love and respect due my brother in Christ,
Jay Silvas




























